Your quests are all about money and success. Once you attain them you no longer have a rock to push up hill. You need something transcendent, a bigger goal tha

Your quests are all about money and success. Once you attain them you no longer have a rock to push up hill. You need something transcendent, a bigger goal that keep you engaged in live, something big enough that inspire you, that you might never complete. It could be art or technology or religion but I think it need to be something. I am a bit in the same doldrum. It look like you are a builder and might need something to build, to be productive to be happy. Also: -friends -wife -family -kids -job/career -hobby/fun activities Those are the normal component of life for 90% of people. Look to see if something simple is missing in the list, work on that.