Be careful with the drug stuff though. It's hard to tell from a short post, but if your problems aren't caused by some chemical imbalance - which happens in som

Be careful with the drug stuff though. It's hard to tell from a short post, but if your problems aren't caused by some chemical imbalance - which happens in some cases, but in many more cases it's not the problem - then trying to fix it with drugs would just make you to have two problems instead of one. It sound more of "meaning of life" stuff than "some chemicals are not balanced in my body" stuff. Things like that are rarely fixed with finding the right pill. There are a lot of venues for fixing "meaning of life" problems, it's hard to say which one would work for you, but maybe try out some you didn't try yet.