If you really are financially independent (congrats!), I'd suggest trying to do things you WANT to do or are curious about. Go back to school to learn somethin

If you really are financially independent (congrats!), I'd suggest trying to do things you WANT to do or are curious about. Go back to school to learn something new or different that's interesting, try working different kinds of jobs, volunteer with different types of organizations, or try new sports or activities. Basically, do something not-tech. Do something you're not currently good at and don't have 20+ years worth of opinions on. Do something, with your whole self, which isn't computers. It sounds like you're more financially successful than >99% of 40 year olds. You've earned the right to try new things. Do it! But also, keep doing more and possibly better therapy or a different therapist.