This might be an un-popular opinion, but: You've been playing a young man's game, seem to have done well, but are no longer young. You sound like a retired foo

This might be an un-popular opinion, but: You've been playing a young man's game, seem to have done well, but are no longer young. You sound like a retired footballer. So, start playing a game where you continue to get better as you get older. Then it's all up rather than down. Business is such a game. Invest, buy, build, whatever.