Feeling emphathetic. Per other comments, pls take my advice with a grain of salt. I am no way as successful as you are, and yet feel I have been in a midlife c

Feeling emphathetic. Per other comments, pls take my advice with a grain of salt. I am no way as successful as you are, and yet feel I have been in a midlife crisis every year of my life since I was 20. Now that the world sees you as successful, if you could just do what you wanted, regardless of everybody's opinion, what would you do? Where would you find energy and passion? Many of us follow what society tells us is success but we'd rather be fishing, writing poetry, daydreaming, be small-town pastry chefs just for the pleasure of it. If you could do something crazy that is a source of pleasure and joy, what would you do? Can you pursue it as a hobby, or a job (not needing some glorious long term goals)?