I'm coming to the realization that I spent all of my young years working and it kinda pisses me off. There isn't anything I can really do about it now and I've

I'm coming to the realization that I spent all of my young years working and it kinda pisses me off. There isn't anything I can really do about it now and I've kinda come to grips with it. I had my midlife crisis in my late 30s and got into motorcycle riding. I realized how dangerous that really is so I got over that after a few years without any serious injury. I suggest finding a hobby that is hard. I like shooting. It's dangerous enough to be exciting and difficult enough to not easily master (if ever), and it's deep enough to keep my mind occupied. I try to go every weekend, spend an hour at the range and feel better on the way home. It also gives me something to look forward to every week. We have a few outdoor ranges in the area so I get fresh air and more outside time too. You can go deeper by learning how to break them completely down and cleaning them, making your own ammo, or even some minor gunsmithing. There's also a lot of categories. There is target shooting, speed shooting, shooting skeet/trap, long range rifle shooting, lots of stuff. Shooting might not be for you, but try different things and see if anything piques your interest.