Excellent advice from edw519. I only want to add that you are welcome to contact me (I'm a pastor and a programmer :-) if you need more help with the depressio

Excellent advice from edw519. I only want to add that you are welcome to contact me (I'm a pastor and a programmer :-) if you need more help with the depression and suicidal thoughts. My contact information is in my profile. My startup is a church congregation ... which in some ways is nothing like a technology startup, but in other ways is very similar. So I understand everything you wrote.