Seems like you need to find some higher meaning in your life. Ultimately at some point do you live for yourself or do you live for someone/something else? Kin

Seems like you need to find some higher meaning in your life. Ultimately at some point do you live for yourself or do you live for someone/something else? King Solomon was the richest wisest man alive and yet in Ecclesiastes he seems to despair and says everything is meaningless.