I started my forties with a major health crisis and I can relate. If you want to talk to someone, my email is in my profile. Ultimately though, I had to find o

I started my forties with a major health crisis and I can relate. If you want to talk to someone, my email is in my profile. Ultimately though, I had to find other things and live a more balanced life. In my case, my health scare was such that fitness and nutrition became passions. I hope you can find a passion that works for you. It's okay to discover new things, rekindle old hobbies and do things that don't make sense from the outside. Good luck friend and I'm sorry you're going through this. I can completely relate, it sucks and there is quite literally nothing I can say. :(