it's a shame your family and friends aren't more supportive. from reading your previous post, I think I would have quit too. you don't sound like an idiot, fai

it's a shame your family and friends aren't more supportive. from reading your previous post, I think I would have quit too. you don't sound like an idiot, failure, or anything of the sort. please don't think that way, and please talk to someone supportive about the depression/suicidal feelings. I quit a job for sillier reasons and ended up in a bad spot - no money, no job, no food, et cetera. I was living in a foreign country for university and wasn't able to move back in with my parents. I bummed off friends and found various odd places to sleep for awhile. I was pretty depressed too [understatement]. I was/am about the same age as you. It sucked for quite a few months. but it got better. short term (months long) "failures" are necessary. hang in there.