Please don't commit suicide. At age 20, your options are still basically infinite. Maybe having people yelling at you on a regular basis is not the best thing

Please don't commit suicide. At age 20, your options are still basically infinite. Maybe having people yelling at you on a regular basis is not the best thing for your (mental) health. Have you considered moving to a different city, as far away as possible from your depressing past (your post about your job also doesn't sound that much fun)?