It'll be OK. I've done the same things at least twice. At 20 you're probably not realising that by far the best bits of life are when you have to struggle; a

It'll be OK. I've done the same things at least twice. At 20 you're probably not realising that by far the best bits of life are when you have to struggle; a comfortable life is a wasted life. Couple of tips: * When you're feeling sad, don't drink or take drugs - believe me they really don't help. * Use a condom ;) * Get an education (hell, you're reading Hacker News, so you probably know a lot already) * Get a small part-time job - it'll make your dad feel better, and maybe know you don't get it, but true happiness comes from making other people feel good.