Please don't do anything to hurt yourself. If you need support, call 1-800-273-TALK (National Suicide Prevention Lifeline). On another note: is it possible to

Please don't do anything to hurt yourself. If you need support, call 1-800-273-TALK (National Suicide Prevention Lifeline). On another note: is it possible to get a part-time cashier job and go to community college? (I know you don't have a HS diploma but I'm under the impression that some CCs have programs for that.) An community college degree will give you some type of education certification that employers appreciate. You seem well-spoken and you were able to hold a job at a high-pressure company before. I hope you will find greater success soon. I am rooting for you.