A similar situation for me. At the beginning of covid I had been struggling with depression and my own mortality. I took a large dose of psilocybin and during m

A similar situation for me. At the beginning of covid I had been struggling with depression and my own mortality. I took a large dose of psilocybin and during my trip I witnessed myself dying, decomposing, growing into flowers, being pollinated, being reborn, etc. Over and over again. The trip itself was uncomfortable and at times terrifying, but the results were immense and lasting. I came to terms with a lot of what I had been struggling with. Most of my other experiences have been along similar lines. "Oh hey, you know that uncomfortable thing you have been avoiding thinking about and dealing with? Yeah... Buckle up"