I took them alone, but did go outside. Going outside was the best part of the trip. It wasn't a "bad trip" (had those on DXM before, this was much different). I

I took them alone, but did go outside. Going outside was the best part of the trip. It wasn't a "bad trip" (had those on DXM before, this was much different). It was more that it opened my mind more fully to the amount of suffering in the world, and how much of it is caused by humans. Something we usually have to suppress in order to function from day to day. It was probably overall a good thing to have those realizations, but it was highly challenging, and it was detrimental to my mental health over the following months. But the lessons were probably just as important as a trip filled with just love and joy (never had one of those).