It’s definitely not easy early on in your career or even later not knowing what you don’t know. My initial recommendation would be to reach out and ask to pair

It’s definitely not easy early on in your career or even later not knowing what you don’t know. My initial recommendation would be to reach out and ask to pair program on either your tickets or your teammates. Another things that’s helped me personally is writing down steps for processes for non trivial things and referring to it when the task comes up. You could also keep a high level log of the things you’ve done and how you did them so if it comes up again you’ll have some context to refer to. As far as the production issue it seems like your team doesn’t have a good process in place or documentation so I wouldn’t put the blame on you. It’s the whole teams fault when something like this happens. And it’s a shared responsibility to prevent others from going through the same thing in the future. You have the right attitude and intentions, Hang in there and you got this! Whether it’s with this team or another.