"For with much wisdom comes much sorrow; the more knowledge, the more grief" (Ecclesiastes 1:18) I understand your happiness, but for me it was absolutely disa

"For with much wisdom comes much sorrow; the more knowledge, the more grief" (Ecclesiastes 1:18) I understand your happiness, but for me it was absolutely disaster to reveal the god is an illusion, because many ideas I have thought in my head was (not became but was all the time) just a useless crap. That was literally my first discovery after I had got an access to Internets. "Thank you" my parents and society for pumping up my head with lies.