I just dump what would have been my "blog" into google docs. No need to spend time making it presentable to others and serves the purpose as my future reference

I just dump what would have been my "blog" into google docs. No need to spend time making it presentable to others and serves the purpose as my future reference. I occasionally think that I might clean them up and make it a proper blog or book someday. But that never happens and it doesn't bother me. I also feel paranoid that written content I have spent effort researching on is just up-for-grabs for popular tubers and that demotivates me.