Thank you again for your kind advice. That's a good point, regarding my uncertainty and whether others share the experience. Your comment has made me realize t

Thank you again for your kind advice. That's a good point, regarding my uncertainty and whether others share the experience. Your comment has made me realize that I feel most reassured when the people I look up to also share the experience (ie I'm not any less-than for it, and I still have potential despite it). While I am still looking at others, at least now I understand my own inner lack and can now work towards it more constructively. :)