> once I identified that as the ultimate source of enjoyment and a lacking feature I organically lost interest. This is a very good point. I'm from the "Incept

> once I identified that as the ultimate source of enjoyment and a lacking feature I organically lost interest. This is a very good point. I'm from the "Inception School of Change", in that change only comes from within. You "need to go deeper" and find the root cause of your conflict, and don't try to change it. Just seeing it is the change you need, the rest follows organically. The question is the answer.