I used to be vehemently in favor of medicare for all. I still see all the many problems in the American healthcare system I ever did, but I don't want medicare

I used to be vehemently in favor of medicare for all. I still see all the many problems in the American healthcare system I ever did, but I don't want medicare for all anymore. My faith in our political system and its authoritarian impulses makes the thought of our government having a monopoly on healthcare unacceptable to me. As someone who has been on both sides of this issue, I think this is common. It isn't about loving the private insurance companies--everyone knows they suck--it's about trusting that the government solution will be better. With our government, can you honestly and with full confidence say it would be? My confidence totally flipped. I'm more confident it would be a disaster than not and then would be weaponized politically.