I've felt similar recently, though more in the arts direction. In the past few years I've discovered a love for playing music, singing, drawing, and painting.

I've felt similar recently, though more in the arts direction. In the past few years I've discovered a love for playing music, singing, drawing, and painting. All things I never got into as a child/teenager for various reasons (parental discouragement, lack of opportunites, then lack of time etc.). All things I could spend a lifetime exploring with passion. But as for what to do with those skills? I honestly can't think of an end goal other than enjoying them for myself (though pursuing them with dedication and focus is still a goal). I feel too old to go about trying to join a band for the first time, and lack the many years of experience I expect it takes. Similarly on the drawing/painting side, it feels the internet/world is full of struggling professional artists, I can't imagine what I'd contribute even if I wanted to. So happy to carry on for personal enjoyment, and accept that there's no obligation to do anything with any skills/interests I acquire.