Have been pondering a lot about this. There is no answer. Only the answer to yourself and your preferences but the question is: "Do you want success?" or "It is

Have been pondering a lot about this. There is no answer. Only the answer to yourself and your preferences but the question is: "Do you want success?" or "It is expected of you to be successful". Google "Cosmic theory of insignificance" by Oliver Burkeman and listen to 20m it will explain the concept that all your success is basically meaningless and its a good thing.