When my parents died, I would ask myself- is being sad and not moving on with my life what they would want me to do? No. They’d be angry and giving me shit ab

When my parents died, I would ask myself- is being sad and not moving on with my life what they would want me to do? No. They’d be angry and giving me shit about it everyday just like I’m sure your dad would do to you. He didn’t want to leave you, but he had to. Now your life is still here and you need to go live it - you better understand than many people how fleeting time is. Don’t be afraid to talk to a counselor. They can get you talking about it and more at easy with what has happened. Take care of yourself.