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"nothing ever came close to what I had experienced that first time with MDMA" The common experience of there being something special/magical about the first ti
by pmoriarty 5y ago
"nothing ever came close to what I had experienced that first time with MDMA"
The common experience of there being something special/magical about the first time on MDMA (and some other compounds) is evidence that it's probably changing your brain in some way.
Hopefully with more research we'll eventually figure out what's happening there and make every use just as magical.
- droopyEyelids 5y agoI have solved this mystery for myself, and the answer was 'the burden of expectations' is what has changed. To reset tolerance, I have to wait till I've forgotten what the experience is really like, and only have vague memories.
- danielvaughn 5y agoIt's been about 17 years, that should be long enough :)