I mean it's also the same if you are like, not stupid. A lot of Leary-like realizations like "mushrooms/acid/whatever taught me more about X than Y years of col

I mean it's also the same if you are like, not stupid. A lot of Leary-like realizations like "mushrooms/acid/whatever taught me more about X than Y years of college/reading/my dad" are basically the veil of impostor syndrome being lifted by deep introspection. You already knew, you just were not happy about what you knew.