As someone else who struggles with these things, I actually found pair programming helps a ton. Any time I get too distracted and drift off there's someone to

As someone else who struggles with these things, I actually found pair programming helps a ton. Any time I get too distracted and drift off there's someone to nudge me back into focus. Occassionally I'll have to apologise and just say, "Sorry I didn't catch any of that" which sometimes takes a lot of understanding on their part to not be offended. There are some days where I struggle to explain things which is very frustrating especially for architecture type issues. I also struggle to actually build anything from scratch, and definitely have a brain more wired for destruction than creation. Secondly, you need to find an understanding workplace. The best places I've worked have been understanding of the fact that some weeks they'll get less out of me than a freshly hired junior because other weeks I'll do some very good work. It helps if you can have a niche, and helps if you can start off making a good impression. For me that niche is more of a bug finding and security focus. On weeks I'm feeling very motivated I can spend my extra energy being useful finding security holes and general bugs. Good managers will see the value from that. If you tasked me with writing even the most basic "todo list" web-app from scratch you'd probably find me after a week deep in analysis paralysis still deciding between frameworks having not written a thing, but give me the simplest "todo list" web app even one that's too simple to have bugs I'll have found something wrong with it before the day is out. But everyone is wired differently, so your niche might be the building side. Just work out from experience what your strengths are and lean heavily into them, or at least strong enough to get a reputation than you're good at your job, but not so heavily you get pigeon-holed in a role. And if it's just not working for you, don't be scared to just quit and find somewhere else. There are good and bad workplaces, and a surprising amount of advice is from people who have only ever worked 1 or 2 jobs at most so don't actually necessarily have the experience of different workplaces to be able to back up some of their assertions so take all advice with a pinch of salt and work out what works best for you.