> I'd leave I've found that once you start having thoughts like this, you've left already, if only in spirit, and you remain physically only as a form of self-

> I'd leave I've found that once you start having thoughts like this, you've left already, if only in spirit, and you remain physically only as a form of self-delusion or rationalization of fear. You can find good pay and slack elsewhere. Your current employer sounds like a nightmare.