I've not really had any success trying to speak to therapists. Just getting an appointment feels like trying to draw blood from a stone. It costs more than my r

I've not really had any success trying to speak to therapists. Just getting an appointment feels like trying to draw blood from a stone. It costs more than my rent just to see somebody for an hour a week, and the waiting lists are literally months long. The one time I got to the end of a waiting list, I didn't check my emails the day I was pinged for it, and by the next morning my place had already been offered to the next person. This is all after a hospital referral for severe depression, I can't imagine how in the hell somebody could get an appointment for the kind of self improvement people talk about. Presumably by being very wealthy indeed...