I want to hug you and take away your pain. I can only imagine the strength of you and your family to go through this, and especially for this long. If possibl

I want to hug you and take away your pain. I can only imagine the strength of you and your family to go through this, and especially for this long. If possible, please get counseling for you and your wife. It'll help with your clarity, and could help you navigate through this mess.