Straight talk speaking as someone who has experienced death multiple times, expected and unexpected, natural and awful: Find a grief counselor and see them reg

Straight talk speaking as someone who has experienced death multiple times, expected and unexpected, natural and awful: Find a grief counselor and see them regularly. It sounds like you still have a little bit of time left before the statue of limitations runs out. So start getting your mental health in order before making any big decisions. Spending every day at the cemetery is very unhealthy. If you keep immersing your mind in what you have lost, and in rage, your mind will just become more and more like that. Working out your grief by tilting at windmills is likely to send your mental health into a cascading decline—even if you win. Money can't make you whole. Please get support.