I am so sorry for your loss. I urge you not to spend your life in litigation. You cannot litigate against future harm. Take the money and move with your wife

I am so sorry for your loss. I urge you not to spend your life in litigation. You cannot litigate against future harm. Take the money and move with your wife to a new place where you can write new stories. And like others have said: please make sure that you are meeting with a therapist. You are loved. You are not alone.