Hard to even imagine what you must be going through. If I may suggest 1. Let the lawyer fight your legal fight 2. Make sure the legal battle get publicity even

Hard to even imagine what you must be going through. If I may suggest 1. Let the lawyer fight your legal fight 2. Make sure the legal battle get publicity even if you settle with the company not admitting any guilt 3. Use the settlement money for your own betterment and however you deem beneficial to a cause personal to you.