I think you've identified one of the author's many not-so-subtle (but still somehow obscure) themes. Next I want to write, "For me, I enjoyed it," but I hesita

I think you've identified one of the author's many not-so-subtle (but still somehow obscure) themes. Next I want to write, "For me, I enjoyed it," but I hesitated initially, because I'm surprised that I'm not more annoyed.