This. It has been that way as long as I am working in the field and over the years I have grown so tired of it (probably a sign of burnout). I am at your 20/20

This. It has been that way as long as I am working in the field and over the years I have grown so tired of it (probably a sign of burnout). I am at your 20/20 stage as well, so might be the mid-career-crisis or something.