"What I cannot create, I do not understand", as Feynman said. I for one defend people's right to do unusual things. You do not need to write your programming la

"What I cannot create, I do not understand", as Feynman said. I for one defend people's right to do unusual things. You do not need to write your programming language, but when you do that, you end up with something that changes you, even if the idea of writing your programming language was stupid in hindsight, perhaps especially if the idea of doing whatever you did was stupid in hindsight. Two thoughts for you to ponder: exercising will is doing precisely what you don't need to do. Also, I feel that programming is a lot like writing. When you read something as a reader, you just read it, but when you read it as a writer, you're thinking about what makes the text flow, or "tick", and the ultimate test of that is whether you can write a similar thing yourself, or perhaps a slight variation.