I live in country which is on the verge of war with one of its neighbors on and off for as much as I can remember. I don’t feel prepared, aside from the fact th

I live in country which is on the verge of war with one of its neighbors on and off for as much as I can remember. I don’t feel prepared, aside from the fact that I served in the army as a civilian because it’s mandatory for all adult males. I’ve experienced high alert situations while serving and it felt awkward. I was half scared, half hyped and alerted. The possibility of a nuclear war worries me, but it’s beyond my control so I don’t trouble myself with it. The possibility of a conventional war on the other hand doesn’t bother me. If it happens I’ll do my duty and serve my country making sure that everyone and everything that threatens what I love will perish. And that is that.