seems like in live many decisions are based on current environment and previous decisions. so, if you question one core decision then this questioning is going

seems like in live many decisions are based on current environment and previous decisions. so, if you question one core decision then this questioning is going round like chain of falling dominos. and the job didn't make me happy. I think I'd be willing to stay in IT in the long run. but that work environment was too money-focused for me. too many colleagues whose primarily focus was working, having a career, getting more bonuses etc. if I can move due to end of relationship I can get rid of the job also easily and really ask myself "what do i want?".