> I can understand how the desire to find those alternate states of mental being, especially for someone who never really found their place in the world, could

> I can understand how the desire to find those alternate states of mental being, especially for someone who never really found their place in the world, could be very habit-forming. Habits are based on expectations. Hallucinogens seem to require that you lack some expectations, otherwise you might not get what you want at all.