You sound like an ex-MKUltra subject. Anyway, it should be clear to anyone reading that you are committing a number of informal fallacies. You can be confiden

You sound like an ex-MKUltra subject. Anyway, it should be clear to anyone reading that you are committing a number of informal fallacies. You can be confident that the CIA is conducting secret conspiracies without knowing what they are. You can also speculate what they are by observing the CIA's behavior and observing the world. Just because there isn't proven public knowledge doesn't mean the secret thing is not actually happening.