All true but certainly, for me, I was never satisfied until I found out the history and stumbles along the way. In this manner, I was able to integrate my own a

All true but certainly, for me, I was never satisfied until I found out the history and stumbles along the way. In this manner, I was able to integrate my own approach to understanding with the original path and not only feel better about my own struggles but overcome some mental blocks to achieve deeper understanding.