Read Johann Hari. Stop seeing salesmen of the drug cartel. Their job is to get you addicted to various drugs for life. That's what they are trained to do. See

Read Johann Hari. Stop seeing salesmen of the drug cartel. Their job is to get you addicted to various drugs for life. That's what they are trained to do. See a psychologist... or even an alternative therapist. Placebo works and it works specially great for psychosomatic conditions.