Is it just me? or do you also feel that anything that lays out your life as something so definitively finite makes you completely scared? I KNOW life is finite

Is it just me? or do you also feel that anything that lays out your life as something so definitively finite makes you completely scared? I KNOW life is finite and I will day, but I don't want to see if so graphically! Makes me remember a picture I saw in a modern art museum: it was a "spreadsheet" where each cell was a day in your life. There are not that many of them!! Think about it, you can clearly see them all and it is a small set! So I don't want to see it! That's why people come up with religions at the end of the day! (traditional, singularity). No one wants to die!