I don't judge people that don't drink. But people that drink I don't believe that it is only alcohol that is their demise. There was probably whole range of f

I don't judge people that don't drink. But people that drink I don't believe that it is only alcohol that is their demise. There was probably whole range of feelings your father had that led him to that. Cannot blame anyone but your father would be the only person that could explain it. Because people are so different and even if you think you know your father, there is bunch of emotions that are outside of anyone that can comprehend. Well it is true also for EMO kids as we are ale separate entities struggling with life.