Well said. I have been thinking like you and OP: never wanted to settled down , didn't want to be tied down to anything. Now, I have married, and planning to g

Well said. I have been thinking like you and OP: never wanted to settled down , didn't want to be tied down to anything. Now, I have married, and planning to get a child. I kind of gave up and let wherever life/fate lead me to. However, I still feel lost. Just too busy with worries to think about it every hour like before. I feel terrible because I feel like I have surrendered life. At least I don't have time to think about it as much; whether it is an improvement or not, I don't know.