First of all, you're 35 and have half a million dollars US? Congratulations, you won "Life on Earth". I'm seriously, that's pretty awesome and you should be p

First of all, you're 35 and have half a million dollars US? Congratulations, you won "Life on Earth". I'm seriously, that's pretty awesome and you should be pretty stoked about that (privately! Publicly be modest or at least fake it well.) Also, 35 is not "getting old". Your time is not running out quite yet. If you live to be 70 you have another whole lifetime to work with, eh? If you live to 85 you have a half-century yet! Secondably, what do you have faith in? I don't mean religion necessarily, but the search for meaning in life is something to attempt sooner rather than later. If you were having the same problem at 50 or 60 it's kinda late in the game. Last but not least, try helping other people. It's very fulfilling. - - - - What you're going through is perfectly normal. I remember the day I woke up and nothing hurt and I was really happy about that, and then I thought, "I'm officially old now."