It looks you need to find meaningful things in your life. What it is that is meaningful is enterly up to uou. Normally it’s something that happens progressevly,

It looks you need to find meaningful things in your life. What it is that is meaningful is enterly up to uou. Normally it’s something that happens progressevly, it starts with “this could be interesting” and then evolves from there. Things that directly involve other people, where you feel you are important to them or feeling that you are appreciated have higher probability of feeling meaningful. I would suggest the exact opposite of travel. It’s not about finding the exotic, it’s about looking deeper on the things that are already around you.