Maybe what you wanted was a cabin, get away, chop some wood ever once in a while, maybe shoot a deer. I'm not sure what you are trying to do with Homesteading

Maybe what you wanted was a cabin, get away, chop some wood ever once in a while, maybe shoot a deer. I'm not sure what you are trying to do with Homesteading but there are all sorts of scales but it requires real hard work. Most everyone I know who can do it, inherited it and were raised in it. So that means not having to start fresh. If you don't like fixing things and getting dirty and sore then I'm not sure what you were thinking. It sounds like you are experiencing FOMO more than anything. Like you were hoping your friends would be so pumped and wanting to come and see the farm all the time and you could show them all the cool stuff, but in reality nobody really gave a shit. Been there. If your dream is instead a nightmare, then sell it. Presumably the property will go for roughly the same or better and you can get back to a life that doesn't make you feel regret.