Have you considered that perhaps your value system is conflicted? You say your friends are moving from you financially and socially. Did you move to the count

Have you considered that perhaps your value system is conflicted? You say your friends are moving from you financially and socially. Did you move to the country for financial and social gain? Or did you move to gain greater control of your life, be in nature, grow your own food - ie live a more human and less constrained existence?