Read slower. Pause to think about what each sentence and word means. The only thing that's changed since you were 13, really, is that you've become too busy and

Read slower. Pause to think about what each sentence and word means. The only thing that's changed since you were 13, really, is that you've become too busy and performance-oriented (subconsciously rushing to get to the end). Some weed and an afternoon of doing literally nothing can help unblock this part of yourself again.